失恋記の整理心情的第一天

I think I have not update myself on blog as I am so much into facebook
and just write everything on it.

And how come I'm back here?
Cos I want to write more and more and share how I feel!
From the title, you can tell what I wanna share.
Who can read this blog? It doesn't matter me anymore.

Things between us.
Known each other for about a year.
Confessed like him once, twice, thrice, and many
Asking for dating many many
Trying to conclusion for our relationship twice.

Finally the conclusion is out, we are friends!
Cool reply!!!

I thought I found who I want to be with for life,
But sad to say I am not what he want.

Chemistry is there, good communication,
great joker, happy moments, but
I'm not the one he is looking for...

Feel sad but I find no reason to cry.
He did not commited anything,
we didn't even start and how to say it's already end.
So I chose not to waste my tears.

曖昧is the only thing we did.
From today, we stop this unhealthy relationship.
Good for him, good for me.

At least I know
What to do,
Where to go,
Who to meet,
How to enjoy,
& When to play!!

Then what's my conclusion after this result?
I won't say I don't know cos I know!!
I used to say I don't know cos I won't want to face it.
And today why!!?

I'm already 25yrs, he is the one who made me realize it.
In my life span, how long can I still play with 曖昧?
Then what's my dream life to be???
What kind of environment do I wanna be in?
How far can I go?
How to figure out to my dream?
All these really crack my brain till I can't sleep well recently.

Yes, I have to plan for the future.
But no current then how to plan for the future?
Think far is the point, but how about think now to solve the problem?
Things getting even more messy than I thought.

Then why should I think that far??

Here come my final conclusion,
我和他的恋愛価値観一開始就不同。

Yuhan's Wedding

It took me one month to blog on!!
Past 2 weeks, the photo download system go chaos that I can do nothing!

This is such a special day for her!!
Yuhan, who is my primary school mate
and also my secondary school classmate and teammate.

Her sister and my brother are childhood friends.
And her mum is Angelia's colleague.
The world is just so small.
Held at Goodwood Park Hotel.

Both of us no money to bao angbao!
So queuing for for ATM, at least 10 to 15ppl in front of us.
Worst is that we are running out of time!
But not the least Kelly is always there to take photos for us.


Wedding gift plus the shootings!!Nice welcome!


Her husband is her colleague working together in a bank and is a half Japanese.

Kelly on standby to throw flowers!!

She walk in with her father towards the stage!

Dean is there waiting!

Official announce as Mr and Mrs Uchida

Kicking off of the feast!

Only ladies on our table... Haha!!
I ate alot!!

Here she comes~

The only bride that is so special.
Instead of sitting down, she chose to walk around checking the guests out!

Jean aka momo!!
Her cousin also my school mate!

Even we are busy gossiping
but will never forget to eat!!

Dim the light and... Spotlight at the door!!


Here she come... eh!!!!!
How come is momo???
Aiya ~ she is only the extra
Here come the bride and groom!


Parading on the red carpet!!
Very very Grand! and her dress is also very grand!!
★★★★★ for everything!

Popping the champagne


And we start to Yam~~~~~~~~~Sen!!!

感謝詞to their parents!!
And Dean was such a great joker!

He mentioned that he has the most nagging mummy in the whole world.

I am so much fall in love with her dress.

See~ My table really only ladies!
All my ex-classmates except Yujing!

Another delicious one!!
Very fresh prawns.

Sing a song with their mates!

While me and Yujing busy talking!! Opps!

The sisters band on Jean's hand!! Quite class!!

Saizeriya @ Liang Court

You guess how much this cost???

Saizeriya at Liang Court!!

Its less than 8 dollars~

A lazy Sunday~

Woke up in the late afternoon~
While smsing with Yoyo, I reached this place!
Jamie's birthday gathering!


Its located at Chinatown along Smith street, Fireplace.
A cosy relaxing cafe?

The theme is Thank you to my friends Gathering.




Sing song session by her primary school mate~


She also borrow projector for this event~


The interior and the exterior, wow wow wow~
So nice also~

Then finally someone I know is singing~
Elaine is singing First Love by Utada Hikaru~


Then here come the cake~


Wish you happy birthday~

The best is this lady~ she can sing well and play well.


Then finished at 5.30pm and I just walk to Lau Pa Sat and meet Kanasai~



Only Me, her and her boyfriend~
We had a great talk then~~