Before leaving for Uzbekistan... I feel like writing this blog.
As my birthday will be in Uzbekistan...
Which I really hope that I can be in Singapore.
Next week, I will be working whole week and immediately depart for Uzbekistan.
I guess this will be the last blog for this month till I come back.
人生なんて短い。。。
面接の時、やっとわかった!
ちゃんと計算したら、もうすぐ30才になる。
When I was asked how long will I be planning to stay in their company...
I mentioned for 3yrs, which I will be 28, by then if I don't quit, I will stay for life.As human beings tend to slow down learning at the age of 30yrs onwards.
今まで生きて来て、もうすぐ25歳になる私、何をやってきたかな?
0-6yrs:
I used to stay in
Kampong, where I learnt how to catch spiders, dragonflies, butterflies, houseflies, steal eggs from hens, etc. Learnt how to pass motion at the drain, which I was so scared that I will drop down anytime. Also learnt how to play
mahjong.
6-9yrs:
I stay with my grandparents since baby as my mum is so busy earning money..
At this age, life is really terrible, no love no fun!
I start to steal
alot of things from anyone anywhere except school compound.
I don't know what I am lack of.. But I only know I have nothing.
Until today, I can still remember My grandma and
aunty told me
that my mum wants to sell me off as too poor to have me.
But my grandma stop her and took me home.
At this age, I had nightmare almost daily looking for my mummy.
Always end up awake crying.
10-12yrs:
I start to stay with my mum, life seem to be better but I somehow I feel that she own me too much till today the feeling remains unchanged. I pick up basketball because my brother is in it too.. also he has too many good looking friends.
Turning point 1, Primary School school team and I get to know many friends and till today we are quite close too.
13-16yrs:
The most rebellious period, I only know 1 thing and it is basketball. Hanging out with so many guys but instead of getting worse, I am getting better
becos they always tell me as a girl what you must do and should not do. Basketball let me hold back my temper, irritating attitude and more patience. Sec 3,
Turning point 2, Haiz.. I joined the Food and Nutrition Class which the teacher is discipline mistress. Its so hard to skip her 2.5hrs weekly class. F&N is full of time
managment that allow me to perform well in work today.
Turning point 3, I start to watch Japanese Dramas and started with
Itazura no Kiss by
Takeshi Kashiwabara, thanks to
Hong Kong girl that made me start learning Japanese.
16-20yrs:
Turning point 4, became the fan of
Arashi, its quite waste of money but it keeps my passion for Japanese language on going. Started working for the sake of buying magazines and
CDs.
Turning point 5, I found a part-time job Tori-Q and was in good terms with the boss and my 1st time travel to Japan to watch
Arashi concert. Home-stay for free and they even manage to get
Arashi Concert ticket. I met my first boyfriend at this age too but we didn't go further than 3months.. I consider it as puppy love. Also get to know crappy
colleagues that I learnt how to talk cock with boss.
21-22yrs:
Turning point 6, I quit my job and went to Japan for 6months contract. Life was quite hard at 1st, but things getting better after 1month, It because I was not quite welcome by others.
At this age, I hit my major dreams, 1st is staying in Japan for 6months and 2
nd was going to Sunflower farm... This was really a fruitful year. After back from Japan, my Japanese was quite a rubbish and could not get into any company, so I start working part time in a Korean Japanese speaking company and a Japanese snack store to tidy up my language.
Turning point 7, I joined
JTB after working part time for 3months.
22-till now:
First year life was really hard, everyday OT till I guess I already have no more
friends. I always ended up cancelling the appointments. Then slowly I became the queen in the office, and life was so good. Even my manager loves to entertain my nonsenses that make my life so happening everyday. I travelled to
alot of countries other than Japan. Start taking Salsa,
Turning point 8 so many things to see to learn and so many people to meet. But good things will never last long. Concept changed and people changed.. I chose to
Turning point 9, tender and look further into my life. I manage to found a new job with new environment, which will start next month.
Point 1 : Basketball, keeps me away from being stray.
Point 2 : F&N taught me time management. Life was not easy in the class.
Point 3/4/5 : Became a Japanese crazy and crazier and crazier.
Point 6 : Stepping out of the oily life and get into a higher life quality.
Point 7 : Meeting new friends and learning the Japanese slang.
Point 8 : New colourful life, new friends new happenings.
Point 9 : I don't know what will happen next.
But what I want to do from now on?
Its time to settle down and what kind of target do I have?
- Spanish language
- A stable relationship
That's the current target for this year.